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Quote in mind: "You are who you surround yourself with"

Oh get your mind out of the gutter...

I'm talking about the hot twins and their cute cousin..!! [otherwise known as Tahjabellah]

Allow me to introduce them...

I am the eldest of the hot twins, TaJane' T'Leon Y'Vette [i'll put my middle names out there lol..theirs? not so much]

The youngest of the hot twins, La'Mayah D. Hodges

The cute cousin, Sarah A. Arceneaux <-- mah bad, Harris :)

We're family <3

back to the story...

I love my girlz..!!

No matter what/who comes or goes, I can always depend on them...we've been through it...our friendships have been tested in some [less than conventional ways] lmfao && we don't spend 1/2 as much time together as we used to...but it's a bond that can't be broken...If i need them,  they're there...[they help me rub my leather/no homo/so IJC(inside joke central)]

LMFAO  OMG we have sooooooo many inside jokes...a lifetime's worth I tell ya...

Individual Reviews?? Kay..!!

La'Mayah D. Hodges--> Tinky/My Hot Twin <-- [I fuckxing love my sister!! buh no homo/nd I'm still hardcore..!!] 8^D

I love you more than anything!! you're my right hand man..!! real talk. IDK what I would do without you and everybody's right, blood couldn't make us any closer...We've been through hell and back and hell and back...but the most important part is that we went through it together. Tears and Laughter galore..!! But we did it together.

You are judgemental and bitchy and you always have to be right..!! You're mean as fuckx nd sometimes go 2 hard but WTFuckx would I do with an understanding, peace loving, submissive and easy-going chick to my right?? 2LAG (yeah that was to annoy you)

LMFuckxinAO she's one of the only people in this effin world that can talk to me lyk she crazy with little to no consequences [she still don't want it though]  

We didn't start off as sisterz though. We began as...uh...friends? lol and idk WTfuckx happened but one day, we woke up, and were inseperable. [couldnt shake you if I wanted to] 

We're the type of best friends that graduated from "best-friendship" a looooooong asz time ago. We're the type that look at people stupid when they suggest that we're not really sisters.

She knows ish about me that even she won't say...[silent understanding type ish]...Even when I front...I know she knows whats really going on LOL why even bother?? My G Mentality LMFuckxinAO 

"God made us best friends because he knew our parents couldn't handle us being sisters" -aint that the truth

The point is..you're my sister, my right hand man, my #1 ridah...they don't want it..!! && can't nothin change it

Sarah A. Arceneaux Harris -->Surah/Our Cute Cousin

Okay now this relationship was most definitely tested. LMfuckxingAO. Crazzy....yet and still she's on mah far right...right nxt to Tink. 

LOL..As soon as she calls with a problem, I'm up and ready to run to save her -->always got me tryna play SuperTaj..But I know she'd do the same (actually she has)

When we started: She was the new girl and I was Taj lol [which implies that my friendly asz just started talking to her..!! LMfuckxingAO aha ha] && we meshed

We just clicked. IDK really what to even say about Sarah. She's just always been...there. No matter what I need or who's pissed me off...she's always been there to listen. &&I love her for it.

The point it...you're my family, my far right hand man, the cap to our bottle of laughs lol...complete the circle?? yeah you do..!!

The Family -->The Hot Twins and the Cute Cousin

Thick as thieves..!! No matter what, we ride and we ride hard...the rest of the world doesn't need to understand us..[in fact, we usually prefer that they didn't LMfuckxingAO]

Quote Replay: "You are who you surround yourself with"

...we just fit...

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No matter what life brings our way, who we meet, or what we do...I know that I'll always have IJC with My Hot Twin and our Cute Cousin.

**PIC IS AN EXTREME THROWBACK LMFuckxingAO** 

Tonight defined my life. I never thought driving down Alta with Kyle and Autumn would effect me in such a way. After Jeff's kickback and going to Friger's house, we talked and talked about everything; and I finally felt at ease with them. I finally felt what I've been waiting to feel for some time now and it touched my soul. I felt so free and open. I'm not ready to let go of them. We need each other; we are truely three of a kind. To top that off, me and Jaime couldn't be better. I love how we will always be one entity but at the same time we are two individuals with goals and interests and imbitions and individual thought. I'm glad that I am still, and always will be, who I am. I'm glad that he has never let me down or done me wrong or hurt me in any way, shape, or form. That's a relationship that I've never had, and I'm really appreciating being treated like he treats me. Tayla and I are friends again. Honestly, it feels like a hole in me has been filled. It was so hard to lose someone so important in my life. I've got to say it really took it's toll. My life isn't perfect, considering where i should be and where I am, but it's so close and I love it.

I woke up to my dad packing his suit cases for Afghanistan. I yet, have shown any emotion that he's leaving. I probably will next week because, I just don't want my daddy to leave me :( Who knows, maybe the relationship with my mother will gain some sort of strength since the people we are in love with both leave us.

i contacted an old friend today. someone i havent talked to in months. someone who defined my existence at one point in time; a true friend. one deeper than those i've been meeting, and it was just to say hello. how are you? how's your life? nothing more than that, or at least i don't want to expect more than that in fear of brutal dissapointment. i think about this friend a lot. i wonder where i would be in life if i still had this friend, if i would have stayed there, if i would have stayed....good. would i be better now? i've contemplated contacting her all summer. thinking about my life up to this point made me think about this friend a lot; she shaped most of my good experiences. and now that it's all over, now that life is truely begining, it feels weird not knowing her like i used to. i remember back in the day, i always expected to leave my adolescents with her as my only true friend, and oh how things have changed. taking this ride down memory lane makes me miss her even more but things happen, and people change. we'll be friends again someday, i just know it. with all the memories we've had, i don't see how we wouldnt. i dont know how much pride i can put aside; i don't know if i'm capable of saying sorry, but i've missed her so much. she was my first best friend.

Paintwars13

finally....i've got a few priorities. family, first and foremost, school, work, boyfriend, friends. the order is impecable; completely different from what i found important when i was in high school. *when i was in highschool, it seems like forever ago. things have been moving so fast.  now, partying isn't as important as getting things up and going. i barely go out anymore and oddly enough, i'm okay with that. part of it is due to jaime; really, i dont know what i'de do without him, we do so many productive things together. and my family loves him. my mom and jaime are so close, it makes me happy because my mom is the most important person in my life despite of all my bitching and moaning on my behalf. i haven't seen a lot of my friends this summer, but they're all up to the same thing. aside from taylor. i'm really proud of her; she's doing exactly what she's always said she wanted to, and i can only wish her the best in life. other than that, i'm almost positive everyone else is doing one of three different things: (1) drinking themselves silly, (2)flying like paper, getting high like planes, or (3) doing the same thing i am. i can only hope they do well; i'm not going to give them my input anymore; all it does is tear us apart faster than it already is. i wish i would have listened to my mom earlier; i bet everyone says that, but its true. i love her so much, i wish she could really know. i can't wait to get my tribute tattoo to my mom. i'm gonna suprise her in two weeks, after i turn eighteen. it's crazy because before this is all i wanted; to be eighteen; to be free; to do whatever the fuck i want to, but now i dont want to. all i really wanna do right now is go to school, get a good job, and help my baby do the same thing; i want us to grow together. i know it's wrong to be so into someone so much so young, but there's nothing i can do now; he's got me wrapped around his finger and i dont have a problem with that.

"I don't know if i feel better abou what i've done in life because so many other people are caught up in the same thing, or worse because everybody else is going crazy at once."

-Anonymous Go Ask Alice

I don't think anyone possibly understands me more than he does. Who is he? HE is the greatest gift given in God's graces. I have kept my heart locked up for so long and no matter how happy I was, I was still guarded. Without any consideration of this beautiful person who stayed patiently strong of how he felt. I know better now. Once, after I finally finished getting ready to go out, I walked into my room and noticed how he stared at me. Not staring at how I dolled up I was, but me. I could never thank him enough for lighting up my heart. The moments we shared are stored in my mind forever, but could never compare to the happiness his love has brought me. Yes we rushed into our relationship too quickly, yes we are still young - if our love is as strong as we feel, no one could ever take him away from me and I to him. No one could ever walk into my life and replace you. In my dictionary, "extraordinary" defines our relationship .. he is my 'I do,' he is my heart, he is my forever love, he is you - Patrick. If I ever let you read this just know that you are in my heart forever and I always think about and miss you. Don't ever be worried about us, my voice will be the last thing you hear at night and my words will be your first smile in the morning. I'm with you, forever and always. I promise.

Plain White T's - "Hold On"

this morning i woke up drooling on dani's pillow; we didnt go to sleep until three. i think we woke up at noon, which is weird because ever since i started working i've been up at eight every morning. it feels good to have days to "sleep in" opposed to having everyday be that way. we headed over to my house; jamie and ryan let me play with their hair. I've got to say there's nothing better than watching two 6 foot 4 boys check themselves out in the mirror while sharing a blow dryer between them. hilarious. jamie looks so good with a faux hawk, and ryan could pull it off pretty good too.

me, dani, and taylor went to go see step brothers which is beyond hilarious all the way to the end; i really recommend it if you're looking for a good movie to go see. You've kind of got to have a sexual sense of humor or else you'll just be disgusted with it. after the movie we all went back to Dani's house and met up with the boys and talked about some things.

jamie told me he wants me to meet his cousin, Wendy. i'm really flattered because she seems to be the most important person to him. i wanted to meet the family members i havent met yet when they went to chuck e cheese a few weeks ago, but so much was going on at the time and i couldnt make it.

college fines due wednesday. still havent taken care of that. i swear i'm the worst person when it comes to important dates. my first checks going towards my books. i'm not even gonna bother asking my mom to pay for it; she's paying for my credits out of pocket because my fafsa hasn't gone through plus my hotel room for my birthday AND my car repairs that we just took care of last weekend. i think i'll give her some financial releif for the moment. 

speaking of income...i can finally start putting money into my bank account again. the first thousand is going towards redecorating my room, buying a bigger book shelf, and all the books i've been dying to have for the past four months.  

so i know its too early to even be thinking about it, but i've got the perfect idea for christmas presents this year. i'm gonna go in a new direction; books. and not just random books. specific ones that i've chosen for specific people. i'm gonna get kyle identical by ellen hopkins because he's read one of her other books and liked it so i'm sure he's going to like this one too. I wanna get autumn midnight sun by  Stephanie Meyer because she's read the rest in the series. Dani's going to get Burned by emily hopkins. I've got a general idea for anthony, taylor, heather, and mike but nothing specific yet.

ahhhhh...so i'm excited! i started reading the twilight saga by Stephanie Meyer, and the second to last book comes out tommorow!! i still have to read new moon and eclipse but i'm loving it so far. i never thought i'd be into a vampire teen love story novel, but i guess anything can happen. She's also coming out with Midnight Sun, which is Edwards p.o.v on the events that happened in Twilight. Really, that's a brilliant idea to do.

ON TOP OF THAT....Ellen Hopkins is releasing her fourth book in August (two days after my birthday), and her fifth one, Tricks, by the holidays. She also plans on continuing the Crank/Glass trilogy. I highly recommend checking her books out.

harry potter and the half blood prince hits theatres on november 21st, 2008---looks like i'll be at another midnight movie premiere just like last summer.

"Just like a shadow, I'll be beside you. I'll be your comfort and let it guide you home. I will provide you a place of shelter. I want a be your zone. I'll act as if you do tell me what you wanted me to do. I'll make you great to be a man with a woman who can stand; who will never promise to leave her man, making vows to please her man."