Call It Off

Tegan and Sara has the ability to make me cry now. Damn it.

Things are getting difficult. For me at least. Yesterday sucked. I didn't know that you could want to punch a five-year-old girl so badly in the face and call her a bitch. Didn't know, didn't know.

Andy and I went downstairs yesterday to finally get food [at little after noon] and Chicha [aka Michelle, Little Michelle] came over to us and started saying some crazy things.

"You guys need to leave. You have to buy your own house 'cuz we don't want you anymore. You can't be here."

Yeah, shit like that. From my mini-me. There was more, but I can't really remember it well; I was incredibly angry.
Why?
Five-year-olds don't think and speak like that. They can't tell if someone should or shouldn't be somewhere. Meaning?
She heard it from someone else.
Like her parents perhaps.

I'm pissed but also really hurt. She's like my 2nd sister and she spews shit like that? It's like being slapped in the face while being stabbed in the back.

And now I'm contemplating... should I leave a week early? I was planning on the May30/June 1, but if this is the way it's going to be, then I won't stand for it. I'll just have to talk to my grandparents and Oscar about it and figure out if/how I'll be able to work that last week. It's possible, but I'm not sure how easy it'll be.

What a brat.
She doesn't even treat me like she used to. No more tiny around-the-knees hugs, no more of anything like that. Fucking bitch cunt parents.

And it really upsets me that Andy's not going to do anything about it. Not going to defend me or stand up for me. Not going to tell his mom what she said. Nothing. Is it so much to ask for a man who will defend your honor, dignity and all that? ::sigh...:: It seems so...

Other than that... Andy and I have been at each others' throats a bit. We go from 'haha yay' to 'omFg stFu.' It's getting physically difficult for me. My stomach is in knots and my bones ache at times. And I sneeze a lot, but I don't think that's from stressing out. =]

My head is starting to hurt and my eyes are blurring.
Byeeeeee <3